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Ok...................yestedrday was the worst day of my whole entire life! Due to my carelessness i lost my bloddy wallet! It had my valuables in it and I lost everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My handphone, money and student pass was in it and it's gone! Who ever found it was bloody dishonest lah! I only realized when we reached the MRT station going to tap our cards.

Due to my carelessness it's gone. I was at White Sands Shopping Mall in Pasir Ris and i went to the toilet. I put my wallet on the sink, to wash my hands and the bags i was carrying, on the floor. I tidied up a bit and i only remembered the bags on the floor and forgot about my wallet.

I left the toilet after that, leaving my wallet on the sink. (sigh)..............After 45 mins, I was about to go home then i realized my wallet was gone. I panicked and ran back into the mall to look for it. I already knew my wallet was long gone by that time.

I remebered that i left it in the toilet and looked again. But there was no luck. I was shocked and upset after that. Told my dad and he hit the roof. He didn't stay angry for long so he told me to be more careful. I'm very sure you know what my wallet looks like.

My wallet contained my flat samsung handphone and my student pass. If you happen to see someone using it can you pls tell me ASAP. Money doesn't matter but i really need my Hp and student ez-link card back. If u see it pls tell me.

omg
why did u put up the photos of aliff? now i can't wipe the freaking smile oh my face everytime i look at it. you choose the pics i told you to put on the blog. those were really hot pics. it showed his good side. the first on shows his natural look....hey! he's looking at the camera! the second one he looks damn cute because of his dimples and the last one looks damn flirty lah. just put down the mike and look at us like that is hot and flirty. yes he's cute yes he's dashing...no he does not date fans.....sry angels i know every single one of you love him by just looking at him.
hahaha

ok serenity you don't have to brag about being short listed (pls recomend me to the straits times ok :))

hey emo
don't be upset
i was tearing up when we did not win. i was so dissapointed cause i felt i could not make my family (especially my dad) proud. hey we all wanna make our dads prove or happy because there is no other way we can spent time with them or something like that.

yea...
ok
(Shut UP DRAMA....u idiot)

ok
i owe goofy pics

love u loads
drama

Hey ppl!

long time since serenity's last entry. Yesterday was last day of the journalism camp and.................. we didn't win. We tried our very best though and it was fun. The guy, Farid was very nice to us and he told us not to feel to bad about it.

Emo, u tried really hard too so pls dun feel so sad k? We still have each other and u still have other chances to win. Dun give up yet. I'm sure the chance will come soon. Anyway, I was short listed for the job of a photographer! Scream!

I'm not sure whether i will get the job but if i do, I will cry tears of joy! LOL We met some celebraties too. We got to interveiw "By Definition" and "Aliff". Oh my Gosh Aliff was cute! His voice is very good too. Hahaha! I got some shots of them. I also made new frenz from other schools. Drama too.

I dun wanna go back to school for cca and extra lessons! so boring and there is no break this november....................December already have to prepare for nxt yr. WAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!



My entry and lots of Love^_



Serenity

My new Friend, Hamiza

Farid poses for the camera

Just for laughs

"By Definition" was in town

OMG! We even got to interview Aliff! Dashing young man isn't he?

Hey guys, r we doing anything together is holiday? anyone planning anything? I stil think a movie marathon would be a good idea, or a christmas party. Well let me know if u got any ideas, I can host this time. Really nothing else to write...

Happy holiday and a merry christmas!

Unique.

wheni first heard this i felt that emo and serenity went alil kuku but i can see what they are talking about. i still don't know about this. they want "LORD VOLDEMORT" as an angel....(random: how can someone nicknamed lord voldemort be an angel?hehe) i get the benefits i get the reasons why....kindda agree with goofy and math but ...... i need to think bout it....more...althought i said fine....haiz

Remember This Girls.....

We Will.....

i hope dearly that u girls are enjoying every moment of our holidays and are having a wonderful time. i have to meet u with some of u cause i stuff from hawaii i wanna pass u. :)
ok i'm going to start the pharse of the day thing again

todays is

DANCE
like no one can see
LOVE
like u've never been hurt
SING
like no one is listening
LIVE
like there is heaven on earth

scream
scream
scream

omg
i was in japan waiting for transit when i heard the news and i embrassed myself in front of total strangers. i was like "YES!!!!!!" and i almost jumped up and down like a little girl when i read the news. i was so so so happy. oh yeah
i plan we have a party in honour of monica getting into express. it will be called...monica-got-into-express-celebration-party!

oh and
ALOHA
muaks

Serenity

aloha
greetings from hawaii
god
i miss you guys
:)
i'll be home soon
like in a couple of days...i leave sunday hawaii time
but back in singapore on the 13th
i've got gifts
and loads of pics
and surprises
......
i'm not bringing back any guys so don't ask.
:)
the beach is cool
sadly not waves
*ahem* is irritating me to death
sometimes with her
i wonder why we came.
just came off a helicopter
it was cool
:)
scary and fun
i have the video to prove it
ok got to go
before i lose my sister.

luv you all
drama

:p
p.s
serenity
no matter what u choose i will back you up all the way ok girl
bye now
will be back soon

OK

I'm on the verge of confusion now. Went to today's brain gym session and well......................hahahaha.......arrived at the wrong time and the session was over. However, i talked to the school counsellor b4 the sec 3 brain gym session started.

We discussed the matter whether i should stay in express or go to NA. Capital N and A!

Yep pretty much she asked me why i had changed my mind about not wanting to go to NA.

B4, i felt prepared and i was OK with the decision. But my mind was made up to
stay in express after the end-year exam results were out.
i thought that i would fail but i passed. I told her everything and she asked how i have been preparing for end -year exams. Told her stayed up late, did homework and studied.

yep u can guess i was working extremely hard and that i was constantly tired all the time.

We looked at the advantage and disadvantages of going to NA and continuing Express. Now I'm in utter confusion and she asks me, "I want to hear what Monica wants...." Hmm.......tell u the truth I'm not too sure now.

I'm constantly thinking over what we discussed and now I'm like "what do i really want?" Here's the fact that I'm lost between two roads and i don't know what to take. If i take the express road, I'll be bewildered again and i will be staying up late again studying and doing homework then i won't get enough sleep etc...................

But if i take the NA road things will be slightly better but it will still be hard and................the counsellor "hinted" to me that i may not go back to express and she said I will have to stay another year MEANING that i will be in SEC 5! So now here i am stuck between the two decisions.

"What is it that i want?", "What is the correct path to take?", "What should i do?"
I have until monday to decide....................

dearest dearest angels
(god i feel likei'm saying my final goodbyes to you all)
i honestly don't have time
i'm using the airport internet and i've gt about another 12 or so to use it.

angels.... it looks like i'll be gone for a week. i don't know how often i can check the blog in hawaii but if i get the chance i will. its about 7 in the morning now. i board at 7:50am ...which is not long...i know some of you many need me while i'm gone...sry i got no phone on me...so when i come back i want a full report on what happened,okay?

emo,
promise me you will not freak throught out the week i know you need me now...especially now but we talked this out last night...just a word of advice...do what ur heat wants you to and not what others tell you.

serenity,
take care girl. i know you will make the right decision with your dad and if you should stay in express(which i am hoping you will)

insane,
please before i change your name...STOP BEING INSANE!!!!!
it's driving up the wall...yes ur suppose to be insane but i still have to be able to stand you...you have to be insane and sane at the same time.

to the rest, simply, enjoy your holidays ok. i can't wait to spend next year with all of you again...will miss everyone and will think of all everyday while in hawaii..

i got to go guys..
wish me a safe trip
and good luck to all

(oh serenity, i'll get you something from japan...ok i'll try....)

bye guys
muaks

luv
an angel aboutn to fly...(on the plane)
drama

i really did not mean to up set serenity but what i told her is true
her dad did not go for the parent breifing in the begining of the yr however my mum did and she told me everything and i double comfirmed and triple comfirmed my mum even personally asked the sch
so yes serenity what i said is true
so i suggest stya ion express
i hate it when i try to comfort u and it seems my efforts are working then suddenly it disappears...errr
any way good luck with every thing
STAY IN EXPRESS!!!!!!!!
luv drama

I thought i had the 2nd chance to prove myself and suddenly,
everything u ever work for, went to waste. I was really happy when i found out that i was streamed to express. My hopes and cofidence, were high and i thought that i still had a 2nd chance. However my dad was not happy about this. He wanted me to go to NA because of my so-called "condition" and met with the vp to talk about it. It was arranged and i was very upset that i couldn't go to express.

I wanted this so much and my dad convinced me that it would nvr happen. I would nvr go to express. It all came crashing down on me to this point. The horrid voice laughed and kept saying
"u can't, u can't, u nvr will!" and has finally won it's victory. I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo down in the weather. I lost my confidence, my hopes and the will to fight................................

i can no longer move on anymore. i can't do anything anymore. I'm such a total failure. Is there anything else i can't do? all that believing in myself, all that hard work, all that support from the ppl that cares so much about u...........................................what do u get?

ur heartbroken, ur loose all hopes and confidence, PLUS! u go to NA.

how much more worse can this ever get...........................i guess i won't be the same person ever again.

today's post...................bye

serenity